i'm gasping for the air to fill my lungs with everything i've lost...

There are always things that don't turn out the way you wanted them to be even when you thought u've given ur best effort to get things to be the way you imagined, but still, you end up failing. As what people may say, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Because the only way to overcome hardship is to keep on trying, if trying hard was not enough, try harder. Then you'll find that you're as close to winning, even though things have never looked worse.

The experiences in life, the good, the bad, the loss, the gain, the hurt, the pain and all that jumble, they've been the spices of life, of which have made a remarkable significance in my existence, they're something i wud never trade for anything in the world no matter how bitter they cud ever get. But of cos as a human being you can't help but to feel sad and depressed when things get worse. But thank God, i'm so lucky to have those beautiful souls surrounding me to share the laughters and sorrows, and treat me so kind by telling me stuffs i LIKE to hear as well as stuffs i HATE to hear, just to keep me back on my feet and so that i may always be in control and on the right track. Thank you, deeply, sweets and much much love. And to Allah the Almighty, thanks for the life You've designed for me. Thanks for blessing me with Islam the greatest religion, for it has never failed to guide and lead me to the right direction whenever i feel kinda lost.

So here comes 2009, and 2008 is already a history. The jumbles of all the good and the bad things happened thruout the year 2008 have certainly made me stronger for I believe that facing and overcoming whatever comes in life will always makes you a better person. And just like any other year, i'm hoping for great things to happen this year too. To you out there, i'm praying for your best year ever!

Salam maal hijrah 1430h and happy new year 2009! And again this year, i missed the countdown and fireworks! Sesungguhnya tidur itu adalah nikmat dunia.. dan berpartay di tahun baru itu bukan cara hidup saya, so tadehallah.. =)