accidentally...

Mishap happens.

Today's monday blues is the worst so far.

1. Cursing at one reckless driver at the beginning of the day, he came out from a junction without giving a bloody signal, and worse, he was speeding like there's no tomorrow. That was one dangerous action. I cud be in the accidents statistic if luck was not in my side. I got really pissed off when he did that and gave him the longest and loudest honk!! Thank you for making a good start of my day.
2. Salah masuk meeting. Malu.
3. Having difficulty to breath as i was having my lunch nap. Mungkin penat sangat. And the thot of dying suddenly crossed my mind. It was Monday, Rasullah juga wafat pada hari Isnin, and so i thot. But came to think again, im still not prepared. Amalan utk dibawa ke sana yg amat kecil seperti kuman. Scary.
4. My meeting slot was supposed to be at 4pm (the one yg salah masuk earlier). I supposed to go home at 4.30pm but i was still not called for the meeting. Waited until 5pm that the secretary told me the meeting will be continued at 8.15am tomorrow. Pissed again.
5. Drove back home. It was raining as i reached Section 11, PJ. I was chasing after the green traffic light that i thot the car in front of mine, a Ford Telstar, wud managed to get thru it too. But no, there was another car in front of the Telstar and it had already made a stop. The Telstar had no choice but to make a stop too when he saw me driving around 40km/h at the back. If not, he might hit the car in front of his that wud cause him greater damage. The road was wet and i got panicked to see the Telstar stopping and i pushed the full brake and BANG!! I hit the Telstar. I thot i was cool enough to handle the situation, but when i saw my hands started shaking, i knew that i was not that cool. That was when i started to shed some tears. Luckily the owner of the Telstar was cool enough to ask me to pull over by the roadside so that we wudn't cause traffic jam. U know how typical Malaysians deal with accidents, you hit the car, you settle it right there right now and it wud cause hours of traffic jam! Luckily i put on my seat belt, and alhamdulillah I was not injured at all (but my confidence is). The Telstar driver was ok too. But the front bonnet of my car was damaged. It was folded like an upside down V shape. The Telstar had only a minor damage at the bumper. I agreed to pay for the damage. But mine, it costs me more than rm1k to fix it. So, bro suggested that i make a claim from the insurance company.

I' m suffering from back and neck pain due to the whiplash effect that i got from the accident. But i'm grateful that God still give me another chance to breath. Nasib tak KO. Really grateful. I'm fortunate that the accident was not that bad. Definitely, i shud be more careful next time and i learn my lesson that patience is always the key to a safer trip, impatience wud cause you something that might make u regret ur life forever. May Allah always look after me.