Perihal tayar dan kehidupan.

Frankly speaking, life has offered a few things to whine about lately. And April has turned out to be the toughest month so far. Macam2 jadik. Yeah, things happened. As I do hate to be a whiner, so adelah lebih baik tak payah becerite lebih2. Kang org cakap emo belebih le pulok. Tapi, pedulikkan ape org nak cakap. Sebab mulut org, mmg takkan berenti nak becakap, walopon dah tade bende nak cakap. Dah abis ckp psl bende baik, cari bende buruk pulak. Dah abis bende buruk, cuba jugak cari point lain asalkan dapat becakap. Selagi hayat dikandung badan....

Today is a brand new day, tapi dah nak abis hari dah pun. And April is almost approaching its end. Tinggal satu hari lagi, comes May. Tapi harini menjadi telah menjadi turning point kepada kehidupan setakat ini. Semuanya sbb tayar. For the third time in 2 consecutive years, insiden tayar pancit/pecah/bocor jadik lagi.. Sebagai seorang wanita, tentunya jadik panic kalau bende2 tak diingini yg berkaitan dengan kereta berlaku especially when ur driving alone. And i have to admit, pengetahuan am pasal kete adelah sangat cetek. Tau melenjan aje. Tapi sbb dah jadik 3 kali so mcm keadaan adelah terkawal, dan otak pun boleh berfikir ape yg patut buat bila tindakan luar kawal seperti tayar pancit ni berlaku. Langkah pertama, stay calm. I was walking towards my car when i found out tayar depan belah driver flat. Dah la tengah layan feeling "best2" sbb abis keje cepat so dah plan nak buat mcm2 - bayar bill di pelbagai tempat. Tapi mcm boleh agak bende ni mesti akan jadik jugak satu hari nnti sbb parking kat tempat illegal - tempat tu mcm area belakang bangunan yg segala jenis lori nak lalu lalang, lori sampah, lori construction, etc. so mcm tak tekejut la kalo nak tergelek paku ke ataupun bende2 tajam yang tak disangka2. Sumenyer sbb tanak bayar parking fee punye psl. Tapi amik la ubat! And this has certainly added up to another pain in the arse, antara bende2 "best" of the month. Nak2 baru gaji. Macam nampak je "dollar sign" dengan kepak berterbangan di udara lepas tu. Tapikan pelik kenapa tak bole imagine "RM sign" dengan kepak berterbangan di udara? Jap jap... cuba imagine jap.. Oh bole rupenye.. Tak paham sudah. Yela, ganti tayar baru = duit keluar. Dah le baru nak start saving bulan ni. Saving for rainy days dan untuk mencapai ultimate dream! Dah le bulan ni bnyk sgt expenses! Sobs.

Dengan perasaan yg tenang, dah tau nak pegi anta kete pegi mane to fix the tyre. Luckily there was a petrol station nearby, so i decided to seek for help there. Giler macho mase tu tak guna talian hayat untuk bantuan. Selagi bole setel sendiri setelkan aje ye tak? bende kecik je pun. Sbb nak call ayah takut kene bebel. "tula ayah dah koba'an jgn parking situ blablablabla". So nak call ayah ke? better not! And so i drove my car around 20km/h sbb nak jaga rim, tak pasal2 tu pulak yg bengkok lg le lebuh $$$$ eh RM RM RM! Lagi satu hal pulak nnti..! Tak sampai 5 minit dah sampai petrol station tu. Sebab nak jugak org lain feel the pain, i texted a friend; "Great! now taya aku pancit. Kopak big time!". Terus dia call balik untuk menenangkan perasaan sbb lately dia yg jadik personal advisor. Org paling emo yg aku penah jumpa tapi emo yg bile pike balik bole terima la.. such a dear friend. *note to u, if ur reading.. jgn kembang plis.* Tyre-man tu ckp mula bole tampal, skali dia figured out yg tayar tu kene cucuk, org purposely cucuk. Memang kalo tengok bole nampak kesan cucuk sebab dia kat belah tepi surface tayar, bukan dekat bunga tayar. Macam2 betul la org kat dunia ni. Terus jadik sedih sbb why me why me?? Ade bnyk lagi kete kat situ kannn!! And i texted back the personal advisor n she called back trus berjujuran air mata.. "Apela nasib ni? Lepas satu2.. kene mandi bunga ke hape ni?? Ke agaknye bersusah2 dahulu bersenang2 kemudian ni??" And i said to myself, maybe... the best is yet to come. Ni kire part of the tests kut. Takde la, nak pike balik bukan ler teruk sgt pun test nyer. Ade org lain lagi teruk kene. Tapi sebab it involves money so mcm adusss!! Sbb siriesly bulan ni bnyk sgt duit keluar. Sampai nak pegi aktiviti menembak di hutan pun kene pike 2 3 4 5 kali. Macam tade mood je nak pegi kawan2! =(

So, dalam banyak hal rupa2nya duit tu penting dalam kehidupan. duhh, of course! dan kadang2 money can buy happiness. Of course happiness comes first, tp kalau ade duit tu bole jadi bonus kepada happiness! Contoh, hobi saya shopping, dan shopping itu satu bende yg membahagiakan, tapi ianya memerlukan duit dan kalau takde duit mcmane nak shopping ape yg kite nak. So end up kite takkan happy selagi kite tak dapat nak beli ape yg kite betul2 nak... Bole terima ke dak? Tiba2 masuk citer duit dan kehidupan. Belum lg death and taxes. tiba2 le pulak. Ok kasi promote sikit --- http://wiki.batunisan.com/. Dan aku tak register lagi LHDN. Tatau la dah stat kene bayar tax ke belum. PTPTN pun dah lame tak bayar.. Kenape la barisan rakyat tak menang aritu.... bole wave PTPTN! =(

So berbalik kepada kisah tayar tadi, dan di mane pulak turning pointnye? Tula, nak cakap... psl tayar pancit ni telah menyebabkan aku bnyk pike... life is so unpredictable. duhh, again! everybody knows tht!! Not that i've never used my brain to think all this while. Yela, takkan nak jadi bende best je in life. Once in a while kene ade drama sikit baru la bole spice up ur life!! Tapi kan banyak sgt drama aku rase dlm life aku ni. Tapikan.. takpe... And i always remind myself, things happened for a reason. It's amusing how things work themselves out and it's amazing how unrelated events can tied up together to give us a big surprise! Yeah, the best is yet to come kut.. hopefully.. Bende yg jadi harini menyebabkan aku rasa ade keperluan untuk bekerja keras towards ape yg kite nak sangat. Kurang effort selama ni, i have to admit. Like for now.. i need $$$$ to achieve my ultimate dream this year! Dah ade niat baek nak start saving skali jadik pulak bende yg tak disangka-sangka. Kene tabah dan kuat iman dan tahan nafsu bebelanja... Berusahalah untuk menjadi "ribu-wan" by the end of this year! So kene tangkas sikit!! *giler tak ambitious ribu-wan jek* well career change mite help, maybe? And again, berusahalah!!